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It is now ... less of a possibility and more of a certainty. Yet, I cannot be sure of how to announce this news. It is as if I am afraid that this child will be taken from me if I mention this news to another. I am ... I am happy, truly, but I cannot really be overjoyed until I know that there will be no problems. And who has heard of a pregnancy without problems, a first one, in a woman of my age? And if it was this difficult to even concieve, the difficulty of bearing the child ...
Ah, but we will see.
It is now ... less of a possibility and more of a certainty. Yet, I cannot be sure of how to announce this news. It is as if I am afraid that this child will be taken from me if I mention this news to another. I am ... I am happy, truly, but I cannot really be overjoyed until I know that there will be no problems. And who has heard of a pregnancy without problems, a first one, in a woman of my age? And if it was this difficult to even concieve, the difficulty of bearing the child ...
Ah, but we will see.